Dear Graduates!

                    






                Hi there! Wizzy Here! It is a very special time of year. It is graduation season yet again! I love graduation season! I really love seeing my friends and family graduating from all levels of education. I loving seeing all the graduates and their loved ones on my news feed. I admit it's been a while scene me and charlie graduated high school. I have been out of school for 5 years now and I have learned somethings along the way. I have a few things I want to share with the classes of 2015!



Dear Middle School Graduates,


                  Congratulations!  You made it through what to me was the hardest three years of school! Lets be honest middle school sucks! You made it! You did it! You survived! You survived three rough and awkward years. Being in middle school is just that being in the middle. You aren't a kid but you aren't a teenager yet. You are just starting to bloom into the person you are going to be. You made it through middle school now you are off to high school. Now this can be really scary. Going from middle to high school is a big leap! The transition into high school comes with big changes. When you are in middle school you tend to have a small group of friends. These people become your best friends then the time comes to pick high schools and you don't all go to the same place. You start taking different paths in life. Yes friendships do tend to go separate ways. That doesn't always have to be the case. If you really care about those friends and want to stay close then you make it work. Don't be upset if you can't make those friendships last because maybe it just wasn't met to be.  In high school you will do a lot of growing and learning about your self. You will fall. You will dust your self off and keep it moving. You will make mistakes. You be ok. You will make it through and you will be just fine. Now my advice to you. School is not that bad. I know it sucks and feels so stupid but it will fly by! My biggest regret is not applying myself like I should have. The work really isn't that hard. Just try your best. Do the work. Hand the work in! You can do it. It really isn't that bad.



   Dear High School Graduates,


         
                    Congratulations!!! You made it through four very long years of high school. High school can be the best of times and the worst of times. In high school you started the long process of finding yourself. Trust me when you may feel like you know who you are....you never really know who you are. You never really know who you are because  you are always going to be growing and learning. There is no doubt that you have gone through an extreme transformation from that awkward 9th grader to the fresh young adult. As you throw your cap into the air with your diploma in hand this is the most exciting yet terrifying moment so far in your life. Your future starts today! You are now a " grown up". You are now fully responsible for yourself! No more depending on mom to do everything for you. You now have to take control of your own life and future. This is so scary! I've been there! They throw you didn't the real world with lets be honest no real training! You don't know how taxes or credit really works. I bet you know all the tables of every subject you ever had to study. Life is scary no doubt about it. So lets all take a deep breath! My advice to you is that it is okay to not be ready and to be scared. It is okay to not know what you wanna be when you grow up! I am 24 and I swear I change my mind everyday about what I wanna do with my life. Take baby steps. Take life day by day. Just roll with the bunches and never give up. Learn as you go. Just try your best and remember you don't know everything so it is okay to ask for help.



     Dear Collage Graduates,


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                        WOOHOO! CONGRATS! You are finished! You made it! No more teachers! No more papers! No more essays! No more exams or finals! No more classes! You are so done! This is such a proud moment in your adult life! You are officially ready to start your life as an adult. Now I know a lot of you put so much pressure on yourself. You feel like in should have your life together by now. You should have your dream job set up or a billion offers! You should be engaged and planning a wedding. You should be doing everything you see other adults doing. STOP! Stop please! You just finished maybe the hardest years of education yet so give your self a pat on the back and take it easy. We only have one life so don't rush it away. The dream wedding, house, job, and family will all come when the time is right!   Take it one day at  a time. Being a grown up is hard! Go home and take a little breather for the summer. Then go out and find that dream job you have been working so hard for. It is fine to not have your shit together. Honestly no one every really has all their shit together.  There is always something new that is going to be happening. There will always be some new to learn. Let God take the wheel and point you to where you need to be. Just go with it.

CLASS OF 2015 CONGRATULATIONS! YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU PUT YOUR MIND TO!                

Life Update! Bye Bye Hubby!

So I know my post schedule have been a tad off these past two weeks. Charlie is away for work! He is New York for this whole week. Last week was a lot of preparation and planning for his trip. So I’ve been super busy with that. Also I have been preparing myself for his trip because this is the longest time we have been away from each other. It’s hard but I’m so excited for him! This is a great experience for him! Thank you all for keeping up with us and our blog! We love you all!

Our 2015 Easter!!!

                                




          Hello there my little bunnies! Wizzy here! Welcome back to my page! I hope you all had a fantastic weekend and a great Easter! We had a great Easter! This was mine and Charlie's 6th Easter together. As many of you know when you are in a long term relationship you have to split holidays between families. The way we do that is we spend the mornings with my family and we will do late dinners with Charlie's family. That way we each get time with our families. So early Easter we headed over my family's house there we got our chocolate bunny and eggs. We chatted and took some pictures then we headed out to Charlie's nammy's house for Easter dinner. We always go a little early because we love to help finish cooking and setting up. Dinner was very small just 6 people. It was really nice to see Charlie's side of the family. We had a great dinner and we sat around losing our selves in convocations. It was very nice and very adult. It was great to just be around people we love and spending time with them. I wore a really pretty light purple backless maxi dress I got from Colors Of Aurora. I follow them on instagram and I was checking out their website one day. I have to say I love their stuff and their sizing are great! I loved this dress and I got the best complaints on it, Go follow them on instagram and check out their amazing website. I wanted to buy everything! For my Easter look I used lots of different shades of purple I'll post a picture with all of the products I used. I hope you all enjoyed your weekends and your Easter! I love you all! Thanks for stopping by! Talk to you all soon! XOXO

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WELLNESS WEDNESDAY: Update

                                                                       

         Hello my lovers! Happy hump day! Congratulations for making it half way through the week. I feel like I havn't done a wellness Wednesday in forever!!! So I thought I would update you all on how my wellness journey is going. Sadly it isn't going very well. I really fell off the fitness wagon around Christmas time. I think the biggest struggle for me is stress and lately I have had enough of it. When I get stressed I tend to become seriously lazy and I tend to over eat. It is such a struggle! Every year around Christmas I get super stress about money and making sure to get everyone something special. December was just a horrible month for wellness for me. I was over eating do to stress and not eating healthy at all! You all know December is like the month of goodies! So many baked goods so little time. Then in December our car started having issues which ment not having a way to the gym. We didn't make it to the gym till after New Years. That is our current struggle!! We are finally back eating healthy and our car is up and working again but now going to the gym is ridiculous. Due to everyone's New Years fitness resolutions the gym is so packed that you can't even move around anymore! Don't get me wrong I love to see people bettering themselves and getting healthy but it has been way too crowded lately. It has been so packed that Charlie and I havnt been able to work out the way we need to or would like. We went yesterday to go work out and there were literally lines to use the work out aquitment! Charlie waited in line 20min to use the bars. People would use the machines for ever knowing that there was people waiting to use them. How rude right! It was so frustrating because we got nothing done. Currently we go to Planet Fitness in Dundalk. If you live in Baltimore you know exactly where that is. It is about a 40 min drive from where we are living now. We really don't have a Planet Fitness near us so we are looking into other gyms closer to home that may not be as crowded. We have also been going back and forth with the idea of a home gym. Obviously that be more expensive but we would get a lot of use out of it. Slowly but surely we are getting back on our fitness track! If you live in the maryland area and have a gym that you love comment below!!! Thank you so much so stopping by! See you soon!!

Life Update: 5 years in love!!!

                                5 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

         Hello my lovers!!! I'm finally back!! I apologize for falling behind yet again with my blogs. If you follow me on any of my social media you would know that I have been M.I.A due to our car being in the shop. Due to not due to not having a car we had to stay closer to the city at my family home. That means I had no laptop or products! I didn't know what to do with myself! I really missed writing for my loves! Any who I am back in business! Though this week was a stressful one it was a very joyous one! This past Tuesday Febuary 17th me and Charlie celebrated our 5th anniversary! I can not believe it has been 5 years. It seems like yesterday that we first met. Where has the time gone? I guess what they say is true...time really does fly when you are having fun! Despite all the stress of our car we managed to have a beautiful anniversary. I made the video above for my love and his reaction to it was priceless. He watched it and was so moved he had happy tears. He said it was the best gift I could ever give him and it meant so much to him. His reaction was so full of love and affection. He just kept saying how much he love me and how beautiful I am. Something so small meant so much to him. Seeing him love the video so much really made me feel good. It made our day even more special. With no car we had to walk to dinner in the frizzing cold. It didn't matter to us because we where warm with love for each other. We went to dinner at Red Robin because it was close to where we where staying. Dinner was amazing! Everything was perfect from the dinner to the service. The whole dinner he never let go of my hands. It was such a romantic night in the simplest of ways. We have grown so much in these past 5 years. We went from being fools in love to a mature married couple. Everyday we continue to grow and build our future together. We both have stable jobs and a home of our own. He is such an amazing man! It really takes a special man to deal with a woman like me. He make me wanna be a better woman and I can't thank him enough for that. He showed me a I could love and be loved in return. He showed me that I could trust someone. He is the reason my heart beats fast and slow at the same time. I can not wait to see what our future holds for us! Thanks for reading!

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My Must Reads!

                            
                                                     WIZZY'S MUST READS



         I am a proud book worm! One of my favorite times of day is right before bed when me and the hubby settle down and we read. Sometimes he'll read to me till I drift of the dream land. It is so relaxing to cuddle up with my man, my hot cup of tea, and a good read. A love for reading comes from both sides of our family. On my side of the family is my mother who can finish any book in less then a week! On my hubby side of the family his father and step mom are the book worms. Their living room is books from wall to wall! When my hubby was younger he would get a dollar every time he finished a book. When I was younger I had a much harder time reading. I have dyslexia. Dyslexia is a learning disorder where words and numbers get all jumbled up. Dyslexia didn't get me down! I still kept reading because I loved it so much. I have come across some great read so I wanted to share them with ya'll! If you have a favorite book or auther let me know in the comments!

1. Paranoid Park by Blake Nelson :PARANOID PARK is a dark and intense psychological thriller of a novel that puts a normal teen in a very difficult situation.
   
   Written as a confessional letter, it starts after a fateful night at a Portland, Oregon skatepark known as "Paranoid Park." Paranoid is "an underground 'street' park, which means there are no rules, nobody owns it, and you don't have to play to skate." But Paranoid is also "kind of a street-kid hangout. There's all these stories, like how a skinhead got stabbed there on ce. That's why it's called Paranoid Park. It has a dangerous, sketchy vibe to it."
   
   After going to Paranoid Park with his older friend Jared, the narrator (who remains unnamed throughout the book) is enthralled by the experience. Skating at Paranoid meant you were in the "big leagues." The boys planned to return to the skatepark together that weekend, but plans changed when a college girl invited Jared to a party. Still lured by the thrillride of Paranoid, the narrator returns on his own.
   
   At the park, the narrator finds himself hanging out with a "streeter" named Scratch and a bunch of other street-kid types. Scratch tells stories about how he lived up and down the West Coast, hopping trains and living in bus stations. Somehow, our "prep" narrator gets talked into hopping a local train with Scratch and the evening turns into even more of an adventure. The fun stops abruptly when a security guard gets thrown in the mix and a teenage adventure becomes the cause of a crime.
   
   With a dead body and no witnesses, the narrator is paralyzed with fear. What should he do? Who will he tell? Will anyone believe him that this truly was an accident? Trapped by his own paranoia and the possible consequences of one night on the rest of his life, the narrator spends the remainder of the novel in a CRIME AND PUNISHMENT-like dilemma.
2. Someone Like You by Sarah Dessen: Halley was named for her grandmother, who was named for the comet. Scarlett, across the street, was named for you-know-who. Both are "onlies," just turning sixteen, and have been best friends, almost-sisters since they were eleven. Then Michael, the boy to whom Scarlett lost her virginity only the night before, is killed in a car wreck and -- you guessed it -- she's pregnant. Her mother also had gotten pregnant in high school and (fortunately for Scarlett) had kept the baby, and now she decides to do the same. Meanwhile, Halley is getting more and more involved with Macon, Michael's dangerous buddy, who wants more than she's ultimately willing to give. The nine months of Scarlett's pregnancy is the backdrop for a very well-written story about love and sex and real friendship and dealing with parents. And the final scene, in the hospital waiting room, is very cinematic. 
3. The harry potter series by j.k rowling : Harry potter is a boy who finds out he is really a wizard and you read through is adventures at Hogwarts. Hogwarts is a school for witches and wizards. 
4. The Carrie Dierys by Candace Bushnell: The Carrie Diaries is the coming-of-age story of one of the most iconic characters of our generation. Before Sex and the City, Carrie Bradshaw was a small-town girl who knew she wanted more. She's ready for real life to start, but first she must navigate her senior year of high school. Up until now, Carrie and her friends have been inseparable. Then Sebastian Kydd comes into the picture, and a friend's betrayal makes her question everything.
5. Letting Go by Domino: Pregnant at 17 with no family or support, Shawna's life has been turned upside down. She now has a big decision to make, for her and the well being of her unborn child.
6. The Clockwork angel series by Cassandra Clare: In a time when Shadowhunters are barely winning the fight against the forces of darkness, one battle will change the course of history forever. Welcome to the Infernal Devices trilogy, a stunning and dangerous prequel to the New York Times bestselling Mortal Instruments series.
   
   The year is 1878. Tessa Gray descends into London’s dark supernatural underworld in search of her missing brother. She soon discovers that her only allies are the demon-slaying Shadowhunters—including Will and Jem, the mysterious boys she is attracted to. Soon they find themselves up against the Pandemonium Club, a secret organization of vampires, demons, warlocks, and humans. Equipped with a magical army of unstoppable clockwork creatures, the Club is out to rule the British Empire, and only Tessa and her allies can stop them....
7. The Mortal Instruments by Cassandra Clare: What price is too high to pay, even for love? When Jace and Clary meet again, Clary is horrified to discover that the demon Lilith’s magic has bound her beloved Jace together with her evil brother Sebastian, and that Jace has become a servant of evil. The Clave is out to destroy Sebastian, but there is no way to harm one boy without destroying the other. As Alec, Magnus, Simon, and Isabelle wheedle and bargain with Seelies, demons, and the merciless Iron Sisters to try to save Jace, Clary plays a dangerous game of her own. The price of losing is not just her own life, but Jace’s soul. She’s willing to do anything for Jace, but can she still trust him? Or is he truly lost?

                     

Being Wizzy

Birth!

       On a beautiful Sunday morning in May I was born! May 5 1991 to be exact. I was born to my mother Laura Ann Lang and my father Willaim Wayne Lang. I was there first born. I'm the special one! I was conceived about three month after my parents got married and was born just short of their wedding anniversary. The pregnancy wasn't a easy one for my mother. Due to issues at home my father made her pregnacy nearly unbearable. He was a horrible man which you will learn more about in this segment. One night he hit her so bad he threw my mother into labor. I was only a week early my due date was suppose to me Mother's Day.  She always tells me how the hospital send her home at first and she did EVERYTHING to get me out! From walking around the block to eating hot foods. She never let me live it down that she was in 36 hours of labor. During labor there where some complications. The cord got wrapped around my neck. My heart beat was dropping fast! So they rushed my mother in for a c-section. I was more at 6:50 pm. The time I was born is very special and cool because my mother was born at 6:50 am. I was a super tiny little thing. I weighted 5ib 8oz and was 17 1/4 long. I was born at John Hopkins hospital in Baltimore Maryland. Bryan irye was the doctor who delivered me into this world.  Mom says I was a super happy baby. WIZZY is just my nickname and I go by Lizz now but I was born Elizabeth Ann Lang. Elizabeth and Ann are both really popular names in my family my mother's middle name is Ann, my grandmother's middle name is Elizabeth, and my great grandmother's name is Elizabeth Ann. So that is how I was born. That is the beginning of being wizzy. I wanna know your beginnings! Comment below how you came into the world!

Hello June!

                                




            It's June!!! I can't believe it! Where did May go?! June is one of my favorite months! There is so much going on in the month of June. For starts we have father's day! Then in that same week it's Charlie's ( my incredible hubby) 21st birthday!. Because it is his 21st birthday we have to go big! You only turn 21 once! So his birthday is going to be a week long affair. We will be doing several different family party and friend get together. We both have that week off and I am over the moon excited! A week after Charlie's birthday is my brother in law John's  birthday. Not to mention our 4 year and 4 month anniversary is on Charlie's birthday. Add in blogging and work! We have a very busy month a head of us! WELCOME JUNE!

I GOT A JOB!!!

                  



          I am so excited to announce that I am officially employed! I am now a full time nanny for two great families! I am caring for two newborns. A baby girl named Ryan and a baby boy name Leo. I love the families and the kids are amazing. The families contacted me through the website sittercity.com. We hit it off right away! I can't wait to finally start working again. I am so grateful for the time I had off to just be a wifey and focus on my blogs but I can't wait to start making money again. When I got the call I got the job I felt like a weight had been lifted off of me. After looking for so long and interview after interview it felt great to get that call. It also feels great that the families are excited to work with me as well. I feel like I am ready to turn to the next chapter of my life. It will be hard for a while. It will take a while to adjust to not being there and waking up with my hubby. It will be hard leaving him in the mornings and by the time I get home he will already be at work. So we are going to loose a lot of time with each other but he will also  be getting another job in June and then we will be on the same work schedule. I am so ready to get my hustle on! :)

My Goals For 2014!

                   
                                                             MY GOALS FOR 2014!



          2014 is officially here! I could not be more excited! I'm not going to be a new me because I already love who I am. 2014 is going to be an improved me! Every year I set 10 goals for me to reach by the end of the year.This is just a small list of simple thing that I know I can reach. It is kinda like a bucket list but just for 2014! A mini bucket list! I want to share my mini bucket list with you and hope to inspire ya'll to set some goals for 2014. My job is to motivate and inspire you to be a better you. I want hear for my love bugs! Comment below one goal you have for this year!

1. Finish college
2. Go on a romantic vacation
3. Finally save up some money in the bank
4. Be patient
5. Be nicer
6. Take a cooking class
7. Go dancing
8. Build my blog
9. Get paid for my blogs
10. Write a book

My Piercing Nightmare

                                                 
                                                          MY PIERCING NIGHTMARE!



         I wanted a belly button piercing scene I was 10 years old! I begged my mom for years to take me to get one but of course she was smart and said no. Finally on my 15th birthday my mom gave me permission to get it done. So as a birthday present my best friend's (my best friend at the time) mom took me to get it done. We went the the place where my best friend had gotten her belly button pierced but they guy who pierced her belly button no longer worked there. Little did I know it was the guy's first day who did my piercing. He had me sit one of those metal folding chairs with my butt on the edge of the chair and leaning back. Now I was young and stupid but I have been with a few friends when they have gotten their belly button pierced and every time they piercer has them lay down. It didn't hurt at all and it was done in minutes. He didn't give me any instructions or anything to put on the piecing. I looked up how to take care of it on my own. I cleaned it everyday three times a day. I even cleaned the rings before I would change them. No matter how much I took care of it it just check getting infected. My mom kept telling me to take it out but I was young and stupid. I wanted it for so long that I didn't want to take it out even if it was infected. It got so bad that it started to rip through the skin. I decided to finally take it out because I could see the ring under a very thin layer of skin. It healed up but left a thick scare! I met a few girls in high school that went to the same guy and the same thing happened to them. This was a nightmare! I wish I would have listened to my mom and waiting till I got it done the right way. This nightmare of a piercing didn't scare me away from wanting to get it redone! But this time I am going to do it the right way. I am going to shop around and read reviews to find the best piercer for me. I want to know if you have a piercing or tattoo nightmare! COMMENT BELOW!

My Favorite Memories Of 2013

                                                         MY FAVORITE MEMORIES OF 2013



          The year 2013 is coming to a close and I have to say it has been good to me! The past year has flown by! I have been thinking back at all my adventures and memories in 2013! I wanted to share a few of my favorite memories from 2013! I want to know what was your favorite memories from 2013 so comment below!!! Enjoy lovebugs!



















































                       MY 22ND BIRTHDAY! My birthday this year was very special. I woke up to breakfast in bed with my favorite chocolate cover strawberries from my favorite bakery. I didn't want something super big just family. So my amazing hubby planned a surprised birthday party at the bowling ally where we had our first date! He even got the same lanes we used 3 years ago! It was so sweet! I'm a super sentimental person so this was just perfect. Everything was pink and animal print. After we got done bowling we went to my favorite park and went fishing! I caught my very first fish!





SUMMER 2013! Summer was all around great this year! I worked a lot but we still managed to have so much fun! We did a lot of fishing! We got to go the the beach a lot! The beach is one of my favorite places in the world! We also found out this summer that my hubby is no longer the baby of his family! His step mom and his dad are due to have their little girl any day now!!! This was great news because sadly earlier in the year they had miscarried their first child. I am so blessed to say mama and baby are very happy and healthy! The summer was just so care free and relaxing! I miss it!




MY HUBBY'S 20TH BIRTHDAY WEEKEND! My hubby does so much for me on a daily basis and he manages to make every day special and new! So this year I really wanted to give back to him by spoiling him like a king this year for is birthday! I worked my butt off the make some extra coin to make sure he had the birthday he deserved! I went into work early and stayed late for a whole month the make some extra cash! I made his birthday a whole weekend bash! He loves air soft but now that he works he doesn't get to play as much as he should so I planned a surprise air soft birthday with all his guy pales! I told him I needed to pick up my little brother from a friends birthday party but when we got the the in door air soft arena I had all his closest friends, my brother, and his brother  there suited up and ready to play! I rented out the whole arena! I even bought him a new gun to play with! He was so excited his eyes lite up! He had a blast but the fun wasn't over! The day before his birthday I surprised him with tickets to the baseball game! I did much more then get him tickets. His dad lives in PA and they don't see much of each other. So when we went up to our seats there was his dads sitting their waiting for him! Then on his birthday we all had a cookout at the beach! Then went back to my families house to have his birthday party! It felt amazing to make him the special one for a change!




                

RYDER ALLEN! Words can't explain how amazing it was to see him grow up this past year! I can't help tearing up when I think about it! I remember holding him for the first time now we just celebrated his 2nd birthday! He is so smart and I love watching him grow up! I love teaching him and learning from him! Now he is starting potty training! He know manners are important! He says please and thank you with out even being told to! He gives the best hugs ( gets that from his daddy)! He love barney! Hey knows almost all his colors and numbers! He knows how to spell his name! He loves to read with mommy and play football with daddy! His favorite place is the park! We had a lot of firsts this year! First time to the beach! First time sitting on santa's lap! First baseball game! First Football game! First time at the petting zoo! Meeting his cousin Trisitian! I can't wait to see how you grown more and more in 2014!







THE BALTIMORE RAVENS WON THE SUPER BOWL! We are hug football fans in this family! We play football every Sunday and our most watched tv channel is the NFL channel! So of course when our ravens went to the super bowl we had to do it big! We threw our first big get together in our new home! My whole family was there and my brother in law! We decorated and orders tons of food! The game was amazing! We where cheering, hooting, and hollering! When we won me and my hubby jut held each other and cried! Then we all ran out side! We where hugging people we didn't even know! Everyone was so pumped! We stood on the corner of an hour jumping up and down cheering as passing cars cheered and hunked! It was an evening I will never forget!





   2013 WAS A GREAT YEAR FULL OF AMAZING MEMORIES! I'M EXCITED TO SEE WHAT THE NEW YEAR BRING FOR ME AND MY FAMILY! 

My Top 10 Favorite Songs of 2013!

     

                       MY FAVORITE SONGS OF 2013

          With 2013 coming to a close I have been thinking back through the year. I have been thinking a lot about my favorites through the year. Today I wanted to share with you a few of my favorite songs from the year 2013! Music is a big part of my everyday life. I don't think there goes a day where I don't listen to music. The music I listen to really depends on what mood I'm in. Not all these songs where made in 2013 but they sure were my favorites. I want to also know what my loves jammed to during the year 2013 so comment your favorite tunes below! Enjoy loves!

1. "Oh darling" by plug in stereo ft Cady Groves
2. "The Man" by Aloe Blacc
3. "Counting Stars" by OneRepublic
4. "Let her go" by Passenger
5. "How we do it around here" by Florida Georgia line
6. "Wasting all these tears" by Cassadee Pope
7. "Our song" by Ron Pope
8. "Jackson" by Johnny cash and June carter
9. "Thrift shop" by Maclamore
10. "Lego House" by Ed Sheeran

My Tattoo Story

          

                                    MY TATTOO STORY

        I have had a deep love for tattoos as far back as I can remember. My love for tattoos goes back to my grandfather. My first memories of my grandfather where his tattoos. He had two tattoos that where both done in Indian ink by himself when he was 15 years old. His first tattoo was my grandmother's name. I always loved this story. When they met my grandfather was 15 and my grandmother was 16 years old. They never met before but their best friends where going together. One day when my grandmother and her best friend where sitting on her front steps my grandfather came walking through the ally. He was a bad boy and my grandmother was a good girl. They where so different but my grandmother couldn't take her eyes off him. Her best friend noticed her staring and called him over. They hit it off and never left each other's side till my grandfather passed.  That night after meeting my grandmother he tattooed Dorthy on his right arm. I always asked him why he tattooed her name after just meeting her. He told me " I knew I would love her for the rest of my life. This way I always have her with me." I grew up know tattoos held powerful meanings. I couldn't wait to get tatted. When I was 10 years old I started calling tattoo shops!

             

                                     MY 1ST TATTOO!

       My 1st tattoo was a yellow and black tribal butterfly on my right shoulder. I was 16 years old when I got it done. I went with my uncle to get his tattoo dedicated to my grandfather (praying hands with candles) and he asked me if I wanted on. I had talked about getting a tattoo for years and here was my chance! I knew exactly what I wanted. To tell you the truth it didn't hurt what so ever! My tattoo artist said I took it like a sailor! Best compliment I ever got! I got this tattoo in honor of my grandfather. When he pasted my mom had a big red heart made out of roses from us grand kids. At his funeral a big yellow and black butterfly landed on the heart made of roses. My grandmother said it was my grandfather watching over us. Now even 5 years later I see yellow butterflies everywhere I go. Whenever I am feeling down or have a lot on my mind I see a yellow butterfly and know he his watching over me then I feel all better. I got my tattoo on my shoulder because that was symbol of my grandfather always looking over my shoulder and guiding me through the hard times.  I love my tattoo but not everyone loved it at first. I did it in secret so when I went home and my mom saw the badge she said "That better mean you got stab and not a tattoo!" Once we sat down and I told her what it meant to me she got it.  I still love it and 5 years later it still loves amazing!

               

                                        MY 2ND TATTOO!

       I got my second tattoo only 5 months after I got my first tattoo. My second tattoo is a heartagram on my slower back. I love this tattoo! It is a symbol of me growing up into a woman and leaving my hard stoned past behind me. Again I didn't feel much pain on this tattoo. It was more uncomfortable because I had to sit still bent over for two hours. This time I had permission from my mom because I got on her nerves till she said yes! The same artist did both of my tattoos. After 5 years it still looks great!

                              

       My advice for all you tattoo lovers who are thinking about getting your first tattoo is make it mean something! Never just get a tattoo to have one. That is when you'll regret it. Make it something important and something that means a lot to you. Don't worry about pain. It doesn't nearly hurt as bad as you think it will. It is worth the pain. Please don't get anything done by a guy that your friend's cousin's best friend got her tattoo by! If he is doing tattoos on his kitchen floor it is a no go! I may cost a little bit more but go to a repeatable tattoo shop. Do some research! Pick the best tattoo shop, tattoo artist, and tattoo design that works for you. Also do a tattoo for you no one else! I plan on much more tattoos to come! I'll keep you updated! Comment below I want to know about your tattoos and their meaning!

                                                                                                                XOXO WIZZY

50 Facts About My Relationship

                              

                      50 Facts About My Relationship

1. We met on February 15 at 10:50pm though Facebook! I was feeling at the end of my rope. I was in a very dark place. I was thinking about ending it all that night. I prayed to God to send me someone. Send me a season to live. Little did I know there was someone not that far away who was going through the same thing. I posted a status with my number in it. About 5 minutes later Charlie texted  me "Hi:)". He changed everything. 
2. It was love at first txt. I told him everything about my past, what I have been through, and everything about me. 
3. I am 2 years older then Charlie so he never thought he had a chance and I never thought I was good enough for him.
4. We became  official on February 17, 2010
5. We had our first date on February 27, 2010 at a bowling alley
6. We had our first kiss on my coach on February 28, 2010
7. He was my very first kiss
8. He was 16 and I was 18 when we got together
9. His full name is Charles Rex Hellmann II but if he was born a girl his name would have been Elizabeth Ann Hellmann which is my name.
10. He proposed on our first Valentines day on the swing set at a play ground we went to the first time we saw each other and where we use to always sit and talk. 
11. Our wedding is set for his birthday June 17, 2017
12. He use to take the bus to my house every single day to see me
13. We have been with each other every single day scene the day we first kissed
14. We moved in together in May when we had only been dating 3 months
15. We said I love you for the first time only after 2 weeks of dating
16. We got to see each other graduate High School
17. He was the first guy I every said I love you to
18. He was the first guy I ever made love to
19. We will be together 4 years this February
20. When I had to have surgery he never left my side unless he went to school. He would stay up all night with me then go to school then come right back to the hospital after he got out of school
21. He went to my senor prom and I got to go to his senor and junior prom
22. The first night we every spent the night was up his dad's house in PA
23. The first meal he every made was pop tarts and burritos
24. Every night before bed we say to each other "I love you more. Infinity and Beyond"
25. We never fight. We may disagree time to time but we always talk through it
26. We never go to bed angry
27. We have had a lot of haters though our relationship
28. He plans on being a police officer 
29. We both had very different paths. I had a place and a job lined up in California and he was going to be a marine but we where each other's reasons to stay
30. We grew up only 15 miles from each other
31. He is super close to my little brother and I am super close to his older brother John. 
32. We are truly best friends
33. We tell each other everything and we talk through everything with each other
34. We plan on having three boys Jackson Cash, Ricky James, and Phoenix Rex.
35. We are going to raise all our boys to be football players. NFL here we come!
36. I love our inside secrets and joke
37. He loves the southern charm in my voice and I love his baby blue charming bed room eyes
38. We love to spend out days playing video games together and watching movies
39. Our first summer together we stayed up all night every night and watched movies. We watched every movie in my house by the end of summer.
40. We both went to our first wedding together
41. He was the first boy I ever spent the night with and I was the first girl he spent the night with
42. He LOVES my famous PB&Js
43. We have a very weird love. It is one of a kind for sure but i wouldn't change it for any other love in the world
44. He gives the best hugs
45. He gives the best kisses and he has the sexiest lips
46. He is the nicest guy in the world. He has the biggest heart and finds the best in everyone. 
47. He is so giving. He would give the shirt off his back to anyone who needed it
48. I wish I could be half the person he is
49. He has been told he is so polite it makes people sick. lol
50. Charlie is really the last of a dieing breed. He still believes in treating women like women. He is truly a gentleman. He holds the door open and helps me out of the car. He is my prince charming. He is my everything and I don't deserve him but I am so blessed that fate, God, and destiny brought us together. I don't know what I would do without him in my life. He is my rock. He holds me down. We always have each other's backs. We live life to the fullest and love harder amd more then anyone could ever love someone else. We live every day by our vows. Through sickness and health we have been together. Through thick and thin we stand strong. From richer or poor we make it work. We promise to be true to one another through the good and bad. We will love and honor each other till death do us part. Our love will live on infinity and beyond. 

Have Your Self A Merry Little Christmas!

   




          Dear readers and supporters,

                                         I want to thank everyone single one of my supporters and readers! I have so much love for all of you! You guys are the reason I keep all my blogs up! I am so happy to send you joy and hopefully you do take some advice away from my blogs. I want to wish you all a very Merry Christmas! I hope you all have a great Holiday and get everything you wished for this season. Enjoy your family and love all those around you! I will be enjoying my family but I will be back to blogging Thursday or Friday. Merry Christmas!

50 Random Facts About Me

                     

                           50 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME!

        Hey there! Wizzy here! I just wanted to do this 50 random facts about me to let you guys into my life. I'm doing this to let all you lovely peoples know a little more about me! If you like my 50 random facts I challenge you to tell everyone 50 random facts about you! Enjoy!

1. I am 22 years old but a lot of people thing I am a lot younger!
2. I was born a month early on May 5 1991.
3. Me and mom where both born on the same time but she was born in the AM and I was born in the PM.
4. My birthday is on cinco de mayo
5. I am 10 year older then my little brother booger.
6. I was a huge tom boy growing up
7. I loved to skateboard and roller blade.
8. I was a dancer for 14 years.
9. I have been bullied.
10. My favorite colors are pink and green!
11. I love tattoos!
12. I started wanted a tattoo when I was 10 years old.
13. I have had my ears pierced 6 times.
14. I got my belly button pierced for my 15th birthday
15. I got my first tattoo when I was 16.
16. The first tattoo I got was for my grandfather who passed away.
17. 4 months after getting my first tattoo I got my second tattoo on my lower back.
18. I love old movies
19. My favorite movies are Some Like It Hot and Breakfast At Tiffany's
20. My full name is Elizabeth Ann Marry Lang
21. I am named after my great grandmother and my great aunt
22. I have always had a pet.
23. I have had 8 dogs, 2 cats, 4 birds, 2 hampers, and 3 turtles
24. My favorite animal is a squirrel 
25. My favorite number is 17
26. I love football!
27. My favorite football teams are Baltimore Ravens. The Saints, The Giants, The Lions, and The Panthers.
28. My nickname in my family is Tiny. I got the nickname Tiny and My cousin got the nickname Biggie because of our boobs sizes
29. My grandmother had cancer when my mother way pregnant with me. She says I'm the reason she fought to survive.
30. I was born and raised in Baltimore Maryland
31. I have traveled to Georgia, Tennessee, Louisiana, North and South Carolina, Ocean City, Delaware, and New Mexico.  
32. I am a city girl with Southern Charm.
33. I have a southern accent
34. My favorite place is the Beach.
35. I almost dropped out of high school but I worked my butt off and graduated with high honors
36. I am in college for early child hood education.
37. I am a nanny.
38. I love action photography
39. My heros are my grandfather, Ed sabol, my grandmother, and my hubby
40. I love jewelry
41. I play video games
42. My favorite video game are grand theft auto and sims
43. I became a published poet in middle school.
44. My best friend died in a car accident when we where 7...I was suppose to be in the car with her but I was home sick.
45. I love makeup 
46. I feel like I love to wear makeup but I don't need it to be beautiful
47. I sing and dance in the shower
48. I love candle lit bubble baths.
49. I hated sweets when I was little.
50. Me and my mom would watch a Disney movie every night and she would make me goodie bowls full of my favorite fruits

                SO THAT IS PRETTY MUCH ALL ABOUT ME! HOPE YA'LL ENJOYED! THANKS FOR READING!