Life Update: 5 years in love!!!

                                5 YEAR ANNIVERSARY

         Hello my lovers!!! I'm finally back!! I apologize for falling behind yet again with my blogs. If you follow me on any of my social media you would know that I have been M.I.A due to our car being in the shop. Due to not due to not having a car we had to stay closer to the city at my family home. That means I had no laptop or products! I didn't know what to do with myself! I really missed writing for my loves! Any who I am back in business! Though this week was a stressful one it was a very joyous one! This past Tuesday Febuary 17th me and Charlie celebrated our 5th anniversary! I can not believe it has been 5 years. It seems like yesterday that we first met. Where has the time gone? I guess what they say is true...time really does fly when you are having fun! Despite all the stress of our car we managed to have a beautiful anniversary. I made the video above for my love and his reaction to it was priceless. He watched it and was so moved he had happy tears. He said it was the best gift I could ever give him and it meant so much to him. His reaction was so full of love and affection. He just kept saying how much he love me and how beautiful I am. Something so small meant so much to him. Seeing him love the video so much really made me feel good. It made our day even more special. With no car we had to walk to dinner in the frizzing cold. It didn't matter to us because we where warm with love for each other. We went to dinner at Red Robin because it was close to where we where staying. Dinner was amazing! Everything was perfect from the dinner to the service. The whole dinner he never let go of my hands. It was such a romantic night in the simplest of ways. We have grown so much in these past 5 years. We went from being fools in love to a mature married couple. Everyday we continue to grow and build our future together. We both have stable jobs and a home of our own. He is such an amazing man! It really takes a special man to deal with a woman like me. He make me wanna be a better woman and I can't thank him enough for that. He showed me a I could love and be loved in return. He showed me that I could trust someone. He is the reason my heart beats fast and slow at the same time. I can not wait to see what our future holds for us! Thanks for reading!

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My Must Reads!

                            
                                                     WIZZY'S MUST READS



         I am a proud book worm! One of my favorite times of day is right before bed when me and the hubby settle down and we read. Sometimes he'll read to me till I drift of the dream land. It is so relaxing to cuddle up with my man, my hot cup of tea, and a good read. A love for reading comes from both sides of our family. On my side of the family is my mother who can finish any book in less then a week! On my hubby side of the family his father and step mom are the book worms. Their living room is books from wall to wall! When my hubby was younger he would get a dollar every time he finished a book. When I was younger I had a much harder time reading. I have dyslexia. Dyslexia is a learning disorder where words and numbers get all jumbled up. Dyslexia didn't get me down! I still kept reading because I loved it so much. I have come across some great read so I wanted to share them with ya'll! If you have a favorite book or auther let me know in the comments!

1. Paranoid Park by Blake Nelson :PARANOID PARK is a dark and intense psychological thriller of a novel that puts a normal teen in a very difficult situation.
   
   Written as a confessional letter, it starts after a fateful night at a Portland, Oregon skatepark known as "Paranoid Park." Paranoid is "an underground 'street' park, which means there are no rules, nobody owns it, and you don't have to play to skate." But Paranoid is also "kind of a street-kid hangout. There's all these stories, like how a skinhead got stabbed there on ce. That's why it's called Paranoid Park. It has a dangerous, sketchy vibe to it."
   
   After going to Paranoid Park with his older friend Jared, the narrator (who remains unnamed throughout the book) is enthralled by the experience. Skating at Paranoid meant you were in the "big leagues." The boys planned to return to the skatepark together that weekend, but plans changed when a college girl invited Jared to a party. Still lured by the thrillride of Paranoid, the narrator returns on his own.
   
   At the park, the narrator finds himself hanging out with a "streeter" named Scratch and a bunch of other street-kid types. Scratch tells stories about how he lived up and down the West Coast, hopping trains and living in bus stations. Somehow, our "prep" narrator gets talked into hopping a local train with Scratch and the evening turns into even more of an adventure. The fun stops abruptly when a security guard gets thrown in the mix and a teenage adventure becomes the cause of a crime.
   
   With a dead body and no witnesses, the narrator is paralyzed with fear. What should he do? Who will he tell? Will anyone believe him that this truly was an accident? Trapped by his own paranoia and the possible consequences of one night on the rest of his life, the narrator spends the remainder of the novel in a CRIME AND PUNISHMENT-like dilemma.
2. Someone Like You by Sarah Dessen: Halley was named for her grandmother, who was named for the comet. Scarlett, across the street, was named for you-know-who. Both are "onlies," just turning sixteen, and have been best friends, almost-sisters since they were eleven. Then Michael, the boy to whom Scarlett lost her virginity only the night before, is killed in a car wreck and -- you guessed it -- she's pregnant. Her mother also had gotten pregnant in high school and (fortunately for Scarlett) had kept the baby, and now she decides to do the same. Meanwhile, Halley is getting more and more involved with Macon, Michael's dangerous buddy, who wants more than she's ultimately willing to give. The nine months of Scarlett's pregnancy is the backdrop for a very well-written story about love and sex and real friendship and dealing with parents. And the final scene, in the hospital waiting room, is very cinematic. 
3. The harry potter series by j.k rowling : Harry potter is a boy who finds out he is really a wizard and you read through is adventures at Hogwarts. Hogwarts is a school for witches and wizards. 
4. The Carrie Dierys by Candace Bushnell: The Carrie Diaries is the coming-of-age story of one of the most iconic characters of our generation. Before Sex and the City, Carrie Bradshaw was a small-town girl who knew she wanted more. She's ready for real life to start, but first she must navigate her senior year of high school. Up until now, Carrie and her friends have been inseparable. Then Sebastian Kydd comes into the picture, and a friend's betrayal makes her question everything.
5. Letting Go by Domino: Pregnant at 17 with no family or support, Shawna's life has been turned upside down. She now has a big decision to make, for her and the well being of her unborn child.
6. The Clockwork angel series by Cassandra Clare: In a time when Shadowhunters are barely winning the fight against the forces of darkness, one battle will change the course of history forever. Welcome to the Infernal Devices trilogy, a stunning and dangerous prequel to the New York Times bestselling Mortal Instruments series.
   
   The year is 1878. Tessa Gray descends into London’s dark supernatural underworld in search of her missing brother. She soon discovers that her only allies are the demon-slaying Shadowhunters—including Will and Jem, the mysterious boys she is attracted to. Soon they find themselves up against the Pandemonium Club, a secret organization of vampires, demons, warlocks, and humans. Equipped with a magical army of unstoppable clockwork creatures, the Club is out to rule the British Empire, and only Tessa and her allies can stop them....
7. The Mortal Instruments by Cassandra Clare: What price is too high to pay, even for love? When Jace and Clary meet again, Clary is horrified to discover that the demon Lilith’s magic has bound her beloved Jace together with her evil brother Sebastian, and that Jace has become a servant of evil. The Clave is out to destroy Sebastian, but there is no way to harm one boy without destroying the other. As Alec, Magnus, Simon, and Isabelle wheedle and bargain with Seelies, demons, and the merciless Iron Sisters to try to save Jace, Clary plays a dangerous game of her own. The price of losing is not just her own life, but Jace’s soul. She’s willing to do anything for Jace, but can she still trust him? Or is he truly lost?

                     

Hello June!

                                




            It's June!!! I can't believe it! Where did May go?! June is one of my favorite months! There is so much going on in the month of June. For starts we have father's day! Then in that same week it's Charlie's ( my incredible hubby) 21st birthday!. Because it is his 21st birthday we have to go big! You only turn 21 once! So his birthday is going to be a week long affair. We will be doing several different family party and friend get together. We both have that week off and I am over the moon excited! A week after Charlie's birthday is my brother in law John's  birthday. Not to mention our 4 year and 4 month anniversary is on Charlie's birthday. Add in blogging and work! We have a very busy month a head of us! WELCOME JUNE!

I GOT A JOB!!!

                  



          I am so excited to announce that I am officially employed! I am now a full time nanny for two great families! I am caring for two newborns. A baby girl named Ryan and a baby boy name Leo. I love the families and the kids are amazing. The families contacted me through the website sittercity.com. We hit it off right away! I can't wait to finally start working again. I am so grateful for the time I had off to just be a wifey and focus on my blogs but I can't wait to start making money again. When I got the call I got the job I felt like a weight had been lifted off of me. After looking for so long and interview after interview it felt great to get that call. It also feels great that the families are excited to work with me as well. I feel like I am ready to turn to the next chapter of my life. It will be hard for a while. It will take a while to adjust to not being there and waking up with my hubby. It will be hard leaving him in the mornings and by the time I get home he will already be at work. So we are going to loose a lot of time with each other but he will also  be getting another job in June and then we will be on the same work schedule. I am so ready to get my hustle on! :)

My Goals For 2014!

                   
                                                             MY GOALS FOR 2014!



          2014 is officially here! I could not be more excited! I'm not going to be a new me because I already love who I am. 2014 is going to be an improved me! Every year I set 10 goals for me to reach by the end of the year.This is just a small list of simple thing that I know I can reach. It is kinda like a bucket list but just for 2014! A mini bucket list! I want to share my mini bucket list with you and hope to inspire ya'll to set some goals for 2014. My job is to motivate and inspire you to be a better you. I want hear for my love bugs! Comment below one goal you have for this year!

1. Finish college
2. Go on a romantic vacation
3. Finally save up some money in the bank
4. Be patient
5. Be nicer
6. Take a cooking class
7. Go dancing
8. Build my blog
9. Get paid for my blogs
10. Write a book

My Piercing Nightmare

                                                 
                                                          MY PIERCING NIGHTMARE!



         I wanted a belly button piercing scene I was 10 years old! I begged my mom for years to take me to get one but of course she was smart and said no. Finally on my 15th birthday my mom gave me permission to get it done. So as a birthday present my best friend's (my best friend at the time) mom took me to get it done. We went the the place where my best friend had gotten her belly button pierced but they guy who pierced her belly button no longer worked there. Little did I know it was the guy's first day who did my piercing. He had me sit one of those metal folding chairs with my butt on the edge of the chair and leaning back. Now I was young and stupid but I have been with a few friends when they have gotten their belly button pierced and every time they piercer has them lay down. It didn't hurt at all and it was done in minutes. He didn't give me any instructions or anything to put on the piecing. I looked up how to take care of it on my own. I cleaned it everyday three times a day. I even cleaned the rings before I would change them. No matter how much I took care of it it just check getting infected. My mom kept telling me to take it out but I was young and stupid. I wanted it for so long that I didn't want to take it out even if it was infected. It got so bad that it started to rip through the skin. I decided to finally take it out because I could see the ring under a very thin layer of skin. It healed up but left a thick scare! I met a few girls in high school that went to the same guy and the same thing happened to them. This was a nightmare! I wish I would have listened to my mom and waiting till I got it done the right way. This nightmare of a piercing didn't scare me away from wanting to get it redone! But this time I am going to do it the right way. I am going to shop around and read reviews to find the best piercer for me. I want to know if you have a piercing or tattoo nightmare! COMMENT BELOW!

My Favorite Memories Of 2013

                                                         MY FAVORITE MEMORIES OF 2013



          The year 2013 is coming to a close and I have to say it has been good to me! The past year has flown by! I have been thinking back at all my adventures and memories in 2013! I wanted to share a few of my favorite memories from 2013! I want to know what was your favorite memories from 2013 so comment below!!! Enjoy lovebugs!



















































                       MY 22ND BIRTHDAY! My birthday this year was very special. I woke up to breakfast in bed with my favorite chocolate cover strawberries from my favorite bakery. I didn't want something super big just family. So my amazing hubby planned a surprised birthday party at the bowling ally where we had our first date! He even got the same lanes we used 3 years ago! It was so sweet! I'm a super sentimental person so this was just perfect. Everything was pink and animal print. After we got done bowling we went to my favorite park and went fishing! I caught my very first fish!





SUMMER 2013! Summer was all around great this year! I worked a lot but we still managed to have so much fun! We did a lot of fishing! We got to go the the beach a lot! The beach is one of my favorite places in the world! We also found out this summer that my hubby is no longer the baby of his family! His step mom and his dad are due to have their little girl any day now!!! This was great news because sadly earlier in the year they had miscarried their first child. I am so blessed to say mama and baby are very happy and healthy! The summer was just so care free and relaxing! I miss it!




MY HUBBY'S 20TH BIRTHDAY WEEKEND! My hubby does so much for me on a daily basis and he manages to make every day special and new! So this year I really wanted to give back to him by spoiling him like a king this year for is birthday! I worked my butt off the make some extra coin to make sure he had the birthday he deserved! I went into work early and stayed late for a whole month the make some extra cash! I made his birthday a whole weekend bash! He loves air soft but now that he works he doesn't get to play as much as he should so I planned a surprise air soft birthday with all his guy pales! I told him I needed to pick up my little brother from a friends birthday party but when we got the the in door air soft arena I had all his closest friends, my brother, and his brother  there suited up and ready to play! I rented out the whole arena! I even bought him a new gun to play with! He was so excited his eyes lite up! He had a blast but the fun wasn't over! The day before his birthday I surprised him with tickets to the baseball game! I did much more then get him tickets. His dad lives in PA and they don't see much of each other. So when we went up to our seats there was his dads sitting their waiting for him! Then on his birthday we all had a cookout at the beach! Then went back to my families house to have his birthday party! It felt amazing to make him the special one for a change!




                

RYDER ALLEN! Words can't explain how amazing it was to see him grow up this past year! I can't help tearing up when I think about it! I remember holding him for the first time now we just celebrated his 2nd birthday! He is so smart and I love watching him grow up! I love teaching him and learning from him! Now he is starting potty training! He know manners are important! He says please and thank you with out even being told to! He gives the best hugs ( gets that from his daddy)! He love barney! Hey knows almost all his colors and numbers! He knows how to spell his name! He loves to read with mommy and play football with daddy! His favorite place is the park! We had a lot of firsts this year! First time to the beach! First time sitting on santa's lap! First baseball game! First Football game! First time at the petting zoo! Meeting his cousin Trisitian! I can't wait to see how you grown more and more in 2014!







THE BALTIMORE RAVENS WON THE SUPER BOWL! We are hug football fans in this family! We play football every Sunday and our most watched tv channel is the NFL channel! So of course when our ravens went to the super bowl we had to do it big! We threw our first big get together in our new home! My whole family was there and my brother in law! We decorated and orders tons of food! The game was amazing! We where cheering, hooting, and hollering! When we won me and my hubby jut held each other and cried! Then we all ran out side! We where hugging people we didn't even know! Everyone was so pumped! We stood on the corner of an hour jumping up and down cheering as passing cars cheered and hunked! It was an evening I will never forget!





   2013 WAS A GREAT YEAR FULL OF AMAZING MEMORIES! I'M EXCITED TO SEE WHAT THE NEW YEAR BRING FOR ME AND MY FAMILY! 

My Tattoo Story

          

                                    MY TATTOO STORY

        I have had a deep love for tattoos as far back as I can remember. My love for tattoos goes back to my grandfather. My first memories of my grandfather where his tattoos. He had two tattoos that where both done in Indian ink by himself when he was 15 years old. His first tattoo was my grandmother's name. I always loved this story. When they met my grandfather was 15 and my grandmother was 16 years old. They never met before but their best friends where going together. One day when my grandmother and her best friend where sitting on her front steps my grandfather came walking through the ally. He was a bad boy and my grandmother was a good girl. They where so different but my grandmother couldn't take her eyes off him. Her best friend noticed her staring and called him over. They hit it off and never left each other's side till my grandfather passed.  That night after meeting my grandmother he tattooed Dorthy on his right arm. I always asked him why he tattooed her name after just meeting her. He told me " I knew I would love her for the rest of my life. This way I always have her with me." I grew up know tattoos held powerful meanings. I couldn't wait to get tatted. When I was 10 years old I started calling tattoo shops!

             

                                     MY 1ST TATTOO!

       My 1st tattoo was a yellow and black tribal butterfly on my right shoulder. I was 16 years old when I got it done. I went with my uncle to get his tattoo dedicated to my grandfather (praying hands with candles) and he asked me if I wanted on. I had talked about getting a tattoo for years and here was my chance! I knew exactly what I wanted. To tell you the truth it didn't hurt what so ever! My tattoo artist said I took it like a sailor! Best compliment I ever got! I got this tattoo in honor of my grandfather. When he pasted my mom had a big red heart made out of roses from us grand kids. At his funeral a big yellow and black butterfly landed on the heart made of roses. My grandmother said it was my grandfather watching over us. Now even 5 years later I see yellow butterflies everywhere I go. Whenever I am feeling down or have a lot on my mind I see a yellow butterfly and know he his watching over me then I feel all better. I got my tattoo on my shoulder because that was symbol of my grandfather always looking over my shoulder and guiding me through the hard times.  I love my tattoo but not everyone loved it at first. I did it in secret so when I went home and my mom saw the badge she said "That better mean you got stab and not a tattoo!" Once we sat down and I told her what it meant to me she got it.  I still love it and 5 years later it still loves amazing!

               

                                        MY 2ND TATTOO!

       I got my second tattoo only 5 months after I got my first tattoo. My second tattoo is a heartagram on my slower back. I love this tattoo! It is a symbol of me growing up into a woman and leaving my hard stoned past behind me. Again I didn't feel much pain on this tattoo. It was more uncomfortable because I had to sit still bent over for two hours. This time I had permission from my mom because I got on her nerves till she said yes! The same artist did both of my tattoos. After 5 years it still looks great!

                              

       My advice for all you tattoo lovers who are thinking about getting your first tattoo is make it mean something! Never just get a tattoo to have one. That is when you'll regret it. Make it something important and something that means a lot to you. Don't worry about pain. It doesn't nearly hurt as bad as you think it will. It is worth the pain. Please don't get anything done by a guy that your friend's cousin's best friend got her tattoo by! If he is doing tattoos on his kitchen floor it is a no go! I may cost a little bit more but go to a repeatable tattoo shop. Do some research! Pick the best tattoo shop, tattoo artist, and tattoo design that works for you. Also do a tattoo for you no one else! I plan on much more tattoos to come! I'll keep you updated! Comment below I want to know about your tattoos and their meaning!

                                                                                                                XOXO WIZZY

50 Random Facts About Me

                     

                           50 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME!

        Hey there! Wizzy here! I just wanted to do this 50 random facts about me to let you guys into my life. I'm doing this to let all you lovely peoples know a little more about me! If you like my 50 random facts I challenge you to tell everyone 50 random facts about you! Enjoy!

1. I am 22 years old but a lot of people thing I am a lot younger!
2. I was born a month early on May 5 1991.
3. Me and mom where both born on the same time but she was born in the AM and I was born in the PM.
4. My birthday is on cinco de mayo
5. I am 10 year older then my little brother booger.
6. I was a huge tom boy growing up
7. I loved to skateboard and roller blade.
8. I was a dancer for 14 years.
9. I have been bullied.
10. My favorite colors are pink and green!
11. I love tattoos!
12. I started wanted a tattoo when I was 10 years old.
13. I have had my ears pierced 6 times.
14. I got my belly button pierced for my 15th birthday
15. I got my first tattoo when I was 16.
16. The first tattoo I got was for my grandfather who passed away.
17. 4 months after getting my first tattoo I got my second tattoo on my lower back.
18. I love old movies
19. My favorite movies are Some Like It Hot and Breakfast At Tiffany's
20. My full name is Elizabeth Ann Marry Lang
21. I am named after my great grandmother and my great aunt
22. I have always had a pet.
23. I have had 8 dogs, 2 cats, 4 birds, 2 hampers, and 3 turtles
24. My favorite animal is a squirrel 
25. My favorite number is 17
26. I love football!
27. My favorite football teams are Baltimore Ravens. The Saints, The Giants, The Lions, and The Panthers.
28. My nickname in my family is Tiny. I got the nickname Tiny and My cousin got the nickname Biggie because of our boobs sizes
29. My grandmother had cancer when my mother way pregnant with me. She says I'm the reason she fought to survive.
30. I was born and raised in Baltimore Maryland
31. I have traveled to Georgia, Tennessee, Louisiana, North and South Carolina, Ocean City, Delaware, and New Mexico.  
32. I am a city girl with Southern Charm.
33. I have a southern accent
34. My favorite place is the Beach.
35. I almost dropped out of high school but I worked my butt off and graduated with high honors
36. I am in college for early child hood education.
37. I am a nanny.
38. I love action photography
39. My heros are my grandfather, Ed sabol, my grandmother, and my hubby
40. I love jewelry
41. I play video games
42. My favorite video game are grand theft auto and sims
43. I became a published poet in middle school.
44. My best friend died in a car accident when we where 7...I was suppose to be in the car with her but I was home sick.
45. I love makeup 
46. I feel like I love to wear makeup but I don't need it to be beautiful
47. I sing and dance in the shower
48. I love candle lit bubble baths.
49. I hated sweets when I was little.
50. Me and my mom would watch a Disney movie every night and she would make me goodie bowls full of my favorite fruits

                SO THAT IS PRETTY MUCH ALL ABOUT ME! HOPE YA'LL ENJOYED! THANKS FOR READING!